Monday, March 28, 2005

shall we dance?

Saturday, March 26, 2005

Lord I stand in the midst of a multitude
Of those from every tribe and tongue
We are your people on earth
Redeemed by your blood
Rescued from death by your love
There are no words
Good enough to thank you
There are no words
To express my praise
But I will lift up my voice
And sing from my heart
With all of my strength
Hallelujah
hallelujah
hallelujah to the Lamb
Hallelujah
hallelujah
by the blood of Christ we stand
Every tongue Every tribe Every people Every land
Giving Glory
Giving honour
Giving praise unto the lamb of God
Lord we stand by grace in your presence
Cleansed by the blood of the Lamb
We are your children called by your name
Humbly we bow and we pray
Release your power to work in us and through us
Till we are changed to be more like you
Then all the nations will see your glory revealed and worship you
Repeat chorus
Bridge: Every knee shall bow
And every tongue confess that you are Lord of all, Lord of all



Then you shall judge yourself," the king answered. "that is the most difficult thing of all. It is much more difficult to judge oneself than to judge others. If you succeed in judging yourself rightly, then you are indeed a man of true wisdom."

"Just that," said the fox. "To me, you are still nothing more than a little boy who is just like a hundred thousand other little boys. And I have no need of you. And you, on your part, have no need of me. To you, I am nothing more than a fox like a hundred thousand other foxes. But if you tame me, then we shall need each other. To me, you will be unique in all the world. To you, I shall be unique in all the world..."

"One only understands the things that one tames," said the fox. "Men have no more time to understand anything. They buy things all ready made at the shops. But there is no shop anywhere where one can buy friendship, and so men have no friends any more. "

"You are not at all like my rose," he said. "As yet you are nothing. No one has tamed you, and you have tamed no one. You are like my fox when I first knew him. He was only a fox like a hundred thousand other foxes. But I have made him my friend, and now he is unique in all the world." And the roses were very much embarrassed. "You are beautiful, but you are empty," he went on. "One could not die for you. To be sure, an ordinary passerby would think that my rose looked just like you, the rose that belongs to me. But in herself alone she is more important than all the hundreds of you other roses: because it is she that I have watered; because it is she that I have put under the glass globe; because it is she that I have sheltered behind the screen; because it is for her that I have killed the caterpillars (except the two or three that we saved to become butterflies); because it is she that I have listened to, when she grumbled, or boasted, or even sometimes when she said nothing. Because she is my rose.

It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye."

"No one is ever satisfied where he is,"

"What makes the desert beautiful," said the little prince, "is that somewhere it hides a well..."

"Yes," I said to the little prince. "The house, the stars, the desert-- what gives them their beauty is something that is invisible!"

"But the eyes are blind. One must look with the heart..."

Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy in it.

but sometimes you need to look back at the past happy times and cry
I am going to die at 84. When are you? Click here to find out!

how nice. i hope my family dies in that year too. haha, im not being mean! >.<


Two muffins were sitting in an oven, and the first looks over to the second, and say, "man it's really hot in here". The second looks over at the first with a surprised look, and answers, "WHOA, a talking muffin!"


what is green and has wheels?



grass. (i lied about the wheels.)


One day 3 people were stuck on an island with cannibals. the cannibals said, "if you do what we say, we wont kill you". so the 3 people followed the orders the cannibals.So the cannibals said, "go into the forest and pick 10 fruits of the first fruit you see".So the first person came back out of the forest with 10 apples. the cannibals said, "put the apples up your ass without making a facial expression". The person then made a facial expression after the second apple, so the cannibals killed him.The second person came back out of the forest with 10 cherries. the cannibals said, "put the cherries up your ass without making a facial expression". The person then started laughing on the tenth cherry, so they killed him.In heaven, the person with apples asked the person with cherries "why did you start laughing?". The person replied, "i saw the third person come out with pineapples."



HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA


haha LAME (x

theres smthing wrong with me today

Friday, March 25, 2005

i dont like the way your family of fakers say that children have no burdens
maybe you've forgotten about when you were a child
sometimes children are lonlier than old

went to holland v to meet lisa rica and jia yesterday
they were wasting their lunch
esp erica
haha
lots of body shop. went to src, met joyce then coach came. stuffed jias bag with grass then coach's haha. watched cresent gainst st theresa, i didnt look at my position at all >.< ugh. went to the raffles city there...more body shop. met jo and adele. went back to watch the fajar match. was pretty boring, i think we got dumber watching it. not like we were actually watching anyway haha. we only watched like..1/8 of it. haa

then went for dinner at holland v with my parents again, im getting sick of holland v >.< then went for the boring boring ex-cell where i finished one whole (enid byton) book. haha. didnt really like ex-cell. nobody to talk to and besides, theres the family of fakers, and it was all i could do from blurting out sarcastic remarks. haha

anyway the first part of the day was fun so thats good i guess (x

havent done any sch work yett >.<

Thursday, March 24, 2005

i just wanted her to be good

i just wanted her to grow up well

it hurts so much but its fine if you think im hell

i'll just end my life right now

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

happy birthday elaine (:

i really liked the soggy cake, haha jk


hahaha

jia is a twit

im quite pleased with my grp cos they really participate alot and it was so hard for me to do their marks cos everybody really did alot..

sigh

anyway yeah.

i have to say again, jia is a twit, heeeheee

haha yay two whole com periods.

tags

estella: star! haha im fine..did you go on monday?

sher: thx..haha okay shall link you now

elaine: HAPPY BIRTHDAY hee

vera: "im speechless" haha, sounds familiar?

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

stress stress stress

work work work

i dont actually mind pw but it takes up so much time

Monday, March 21, 2005

heehee.

vera is a murderer

she tried to kill me with a rubber band standing one cm away from me.

i only tried to kill her one metre away, and i was gentle honest (x

so freaky, you never know what vera might do haaha

haha, the little prince thing was kind of lame

but there were some stuff that meant alot

like there were some deep meanings

haha, i dont know what im talking about but some stuff the little prince said meant alot, i dont know, seemed so...deep

nvm

anyway yeah had trng after that

i prefer less people trng

then its more organized hah

anyway went there and there was only lisa and jo

then more people came i guess

i realised that jia is really spastic, and always comes in my way when asking for rides, hah

well then...

i got a nice new watch, but i still love my old one, poor strap, i shall carry it with me everywhere in my pocket with the new one on my wrist

hee

miss having a watch on my wrist, feels so bare without it.

gaaahhh

i dont have my art with me and theres art tmr!

and i dont know what to do, and i dont have my drawing block with me, ahhh.

shit i'll jsut say i didnt bring or smthing

then theres the stupid geog test

rrrrr

help me

Thursday, March 17, 2005

haha vera

its not exactly what i wanted you to do

but its okay

yeah it was quite nice.

but i skipped some boring parts

mwaha

anyway

thanks for all the recomendations

or however you spell it


went out with yuli and vany and zhimin today

cos vera and elaine couldnt

only fulfilled getting two stuff that i needed

)):

and zhimin couldnt get her lemon lollipop

and..

vany was looking at her new skirt every five seconds

so...

nvm

ahhaa and yuli was attacked by two guys trying to promote smthing

and me and vany and zhimin ran away and left her there

but then we decided to be kind

and vany and i went back to escort her away from the attackers

but when vany tried to drag yuli away

one of the guys who shook yuli's hand was like " your friend is so rude"

)):

wanted to take neos but vany didnt so didnt in the end

saw jia and her boyfriend

mwaaahhaaa

eye appt tmr

and sch in...3 days

and and

still so much stuff

sigh

get off me

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Singapore slang

1.wahlao
2eh
3.oi
4.wei
5.lah
6.lo
7.luh
8.why you so liddat one
9....what
10.boliao
11.kan cheong
12.chimchimchongchong
13.cincai
14.ah
15.what toking you
16.aiyah
17. can anot
18.sorry lah
19.my problem lah
20.see what see
21.where got...
22.why you look so...
23.lorh
24.liao
25.sian


yuli slang

1. ey, can you dont do that [whine]
2. ey can you all dont be like that [whine][usually to vera]
3. eh, eh, eh [nods head and pokes your shoulder]
4. ah, ah [nods head]
5. i dont like you.
6. i think youre very cute
7. i think...

vera slang

1. international self disgrace or smthing like that
2. im going to drop you down the building now
3. can someone kill ____ right now [usually to me even when i dont say or do a thing]
4. [laughs her singsong laugh for absolutely no reason and points her finger at nothing]

elaine slang

1. [opens and closes her mouth, decides not to say it, and smiles]

i dont know why i did this

and my blog looks horrible

i got the pic from the bintan resort webbie

so beau!

haha. since i loved bright green white and brown so much i decided to make my blog like that.

and it looks badd

and the chatterbox looks screwed.

and and...

trng was so tiring

and my shoulders hurt cos of the beach's sunburnt.

and isnt it amazing

the sand there is so fine each step you take you sink in

and isnt it even more amazing

that one tiny handfull of sand can mean so much

and that one handful can amount to the number of people on earth

isnt that so amazing

and

when i was doing my science workbook

i felt so weird writing down enlarged penis

for some reason

it sounded so funny

like bigger breasts

isnt it odd

how one thing can be so sad

and another

so amazing

so odd

so happy

so mysterious

why

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

haha

i told my mom when i came home i would just do work

but here i am

sigh

well bintan was nice

it was just beach, sea and sun.

till we got sunburnt

then we stayed in our room playing chess and scrabble

haha

the resort was really nice

i want my home to be like that

bright green and wooden brown and white.

and the rooms were nice

there was this nice balcony with two chairs and a table and outside all you could see were rocks, palm trees, sand, beach, and sea.

and the sound of the waves.

yup.

plies

vanna: haha yup. with your family?

char: finally (x

june: haha now you dont. i dont believe you but your welcome anyway haha (x

yuli: harhar. i love your candle! wait now its MY candle mwahaa. mine. im back from bintan now and i still dont know your correct number >.<

its your choice be the way you want

Saturday, March 12, 2005

theres this big big bruise on my knee

and its really scary

its big

with a blue background

and purple dots

and red pink dots

when i just saw it

i nearly fainted

harrharr

harrharr sounds nice now

after reading the long patrol

[its not so bad vera, but i've read better books, not like i read it finish yet (x]

well

class party was fine

cept that why did it have to choose to rain then?

and i was wearing white

and without a bra

but otherwise the class party was quite fun

not really the whole class though, which is sad, but we'd have flooded squishy's house anyway.

wll then we ate and talked, i guess

then some exchanging gift thing

poor june

i hadnt time to get stuff so i just plucked something

heeheeee

sorry june (x

i love love love yuli's present

i love love love love love jelly candles they are so nice nice nice and i love love love jelly stuff

yuli is so nice

i feel so bad about giving june that graduating bear on a book )x

well then people had to go around 10. so me alyssa yuli and ellie left

and my signed balloon got smudgeddd

sadd.

well

im leaving for bintan tmr

which is why im still up at 2!

harrharr

well actually im leaving today, its 2 already

and i havent got much work done oh shit shit shit

i'll be so behind when i come back

sigh.

shall go try do some pw now,

god bless

Friday, March 11, 2005

hot hot hot

just came back from school

went there to get the books

school is creepy when its so silent and empty

and you drop your ruler

and you hear a howling sound

and then a man comes whistling

nevermind

and then when you reach home

the rubbish man comes

and the whole places stinks sour

and when you go to your room

you smell like rubbish

makes sense?

well

suyee is cap and lisa is vice cap

i should not say who i voted for.

and actually i think lydia would make a good vice cap

yup.

i cant wait for the src carnival thing

but

i can wait too, because that is when i find out im not in the team anymore

i dont actually know

but i can predict,

i can i can.

found a good good website on business

happy happy days

and doing a category is soso hard

esp its on GOODS

you got to find out where youre going to get this, and that, and no matter how long you search it amounts to nothing

great

okay

i should go do work work work and more work now

i think my nose just died

and my shirt smells sour

i shall go sniff some coffee beans

taa-
i love downloading fonts

thx to yuli

i think my com is going to explode with fonts soon

well

today was a good day

in general

i think pe. was good

haha

and softball trng was good too

really helped

i am satisfied with the trng.

and i am satisfied with my geog marks

but

stupid projects

i wanted to do hist, but i didnt bring my book back

then i wanted to do lit, but i didnt bring my book back

then i wanted to do math, but the heymath doesnt work and i fell asleep halfway doing it haha

i have no idea how to do the stupid thing!

rrrr

then i spent hours looking for a printing company for pw.

ended up doing nothing at all, really

what a waste of a day

i probably wont even have any chance to do any work the next few days

rrrrrr

but cme was good

haha

i am satisfied with what my group decided to do.

bollywood is really creative.

and funny

zhimin is so amusing have i said that before?

fonts fonts fonts!

oh so much trng

>>>.<<<>

i am simplified, did you know that?

Thursday, March 10, 2005

i have decided to change my name to amber

i shall now be amber

thankew

history test today was so badd )):

failed already.

i know people say it just to be like humble and modest or smthing but im not being humble or modest just right now and im going to fail

yuli says so too but it is most obvious that she will not, so she is being modest

math is so confusing >.<

pw... she scolded the people who didnt go

actually the workshop was really helpful

really

its not a waste of time

well so in the end we didnt do much

haha yesterdays bio was amusing (x

when he was saying those things you could actually...i dont know

feel it, somehow

everyone was like...>.<

yuli vera joyce fanglin and i got to miss lit today ((:

i thought there were so many more going

and then it turned out to be only 5 of us

so pathetic

anyway

wanted to have a whole bus to ourselves (x

but didnt

sad.

anyway mg won (:

congrats to all the netties but

i didnt get the game at all so whatever

davina screamed everytime the other team tried to shoot

cos when she screams, the ball doesnt go in

it was really amusing (x

shall go die and melt in the projects now

they are pissifiying

somemore

my family wants to go to bintan

and i cant say no can i, since theyre all so looking forward to it

i dont mind just that theres so much stuff to do

so little time

you cant stop people from changing; people dont change just becuase you want them to

Monday, March 07, 2005

well

school was fine

chinese test was badbadbad

p.e was..quite fun in a sense i guess >.<

i just realised...

zhimin get stomache ache everytime theres p.e and needs the loo, but when she gets to the loo, she doesnt need it anymore.

she is so amusing ((:

i used to get that too.

esp on friday.
---

sometimes, during dinner, my brother would need to pass, and when he passes, sometimes, he would pretend to be an airplane and go, one, two, three, blast-off! and sometimes, you can hear the plop! sound because he never closes the door properly.

shit smells and sounds plus my mom's "famous" carrot and celery juice do not mix well.

that is the time when you get nauseated, half-way faint, and your nose dies.

I cant believe what you put me through. countless,endless tears that i wasted on you.you hurt me, bruised me, twisted my every being...i still dont know why or what i was seeing...you chose her cause you were lonely. how could you of said all those things, you are so phony.you could been so much happier with me, but you decided to set me free...and thats ok, cause you will forever be, a somebody, without me.

Sunday, March 06, 2005

Behind every good man there is a good woman and behind that another man looking at her ass
whitney houston has a really unique voice

and its such a pity that shes just letting her voice go to waste

and that when she dies with her voice dies her store

haha

sound familiar? it doesnt make sense but whatever.

anyway it really is a pity.

inkwell was fun

we sold out really well ((:

candy floss!!! -lick lips

candy floss is gone within a minute

esp when youre sharing it with yuli and tabbie

haha jk

that is a pity too, it really is.

i love candy floss

i just realised i totally forgot about zhouji and art!

i am so dead

and i want to study for chinese

so maybe...

okay nvm.

Men are like pennies: two-faced and worthless

Thursday, March 03, 2005

For you are crunchy

and taste good with ketchup









am i shy?

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

I'M RESIGNING, I'M HEREBY OFICIALLY TENDEING MY RESIGNATION AS A TEENAGER!

I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an eight-year-old again! I want to go down to McDonalds and think it’s a five-star restaurant. I want to think that M and M's are better than money because you can eat them. I want to eat a whole packet of Tim tams without feeling guilty afterwards.

I want to return to when all you knew were colors, multiplication, tables and nursery rhymes.

I want to return to when you didn't know and you didn't care.

I want to remember the whole morning was filled of what your Mom had packed for lunch and the whole afternoon what you were having for dinner. When a simple matchbox car or a Barbie doll represented a whole week's worth of entertainment. When you actually had an imagination. When magic really existed. When 'Jaws' didn't look fake.

I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good would always triumph over evil. When a member of the of the opposite sex was just some annoying disturbance. When friends were real and you didn't care if they were black, white, Catholic, Asian, African, Muslim, fat, skinny, pink, green or from a whole other planet, it just didn't matter... until others told you differently!

I want to believe that anything is possible all you have to do is Dream. I want it to be unknown to me the complexities of life and to be completely ecstatic by the little things again like the sound of the Mr. Whippy Van!

I DON'T want to know of school, homework, clothes, friendship, relationships,popularity or even gossip! I want to believe in the power of smiles, hugs, a kind word, truth, justice, peace, dreams and human kind.

I want to believe that all adults must know everything (How wrong we were).

So here's my money, keycards, my makeup, and my adolescence.

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god is in love with me

I GOT MY DARLING HANDPHONE BACK

stupid char

i will kiss my phone when i actually drag my body to get it from my moms bag

trng was so tiring

but t-stnad batting was fun fun fun!

haha

the coach's helper is so amusing

really

hahaha

we mixed up all our names

erica became shanise and shanise became erica

jia became melanie

then when i was batting i told her my name was lydia

and i acted as though i hated mud alot

and she said shes going to roll lydia in the mud later

hahaha poor lydia

my heart bleeds for her

ms ng is really scary

well the softball blog is updated...finally

hopefully we can revive it


sometimes i wonder...why someone is the way she is

why i am the way i am

Here lies,All cold and hard,The last damn dog,That pooped in my yard!

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

I am lost.

I have gone to find myself, if I should return before I get back, please ask me to wait

yuli got full marks for her chem test! full marks! why am i so surrounded by clever people?

miss ng is getting really irritating

i wonder

how ghosts got invented in the first place...

and other stuff

The European Union commissioners have announced that agreement has been reached to adopt English as the preferred language for European communications, rather than German, which was the other possibility. As part of the negotiations, the British government conceded that English spelling had some room for improvement and has accepted a five-year phased plan for what will be known as EuroEnglish (Euro for short). In the first year, "s" will be used instead of the soft "c". Sertainly, sivil servants will resieve this news with joy. Also, the hard "c" will be replaced with "k". Not only will this klear up konfusion, but typewriters kan have one less letter. There will be growing publik enthusiasm in the sekond year, when the troublesome "ph" will be replaced by "f". This will make words like "fotograf" 20 per sent shorter. In the third year, publik akseptanse of the new spelling kan be expekted to reach the stage where more komplikated changes are possible. Governments will enkorage the removal of double letters, which have always ben a deterent to akurate speling. Also, al wil agre that the horible mes of silent "e"s in the languag is disgrasful, and they would go. By the fourth year, peopl wil be reseptiv to steps such as replasing "th" by "z" and "w" by " v". During ze fifz year, ze unesesary "o" kan be dropd from vords kontaining "ou", and similar changes vud of kors be aplid to ozer kombinations of leters. Und efter ze fifz yer, ve vil al be speking German like zey vunted in ze forst place....

because

they are really freaky

and i wonder

if ten years later

people will forget about stuff like that

trng tmr

shall go study for tingxie now

ta-(x

i want someone i can talk to